Sun behind the sea

Hello Everyone,      I really love writing for this blog.  And that is of course one of the reasons that I constantely return to this place.I feel like this place is a "secret refuge" for me.  A safe place ,where I can express myself and my own inner thoughts , without being scared that someone is going to "bite" me, because of having a different opinion from his /her.       I live in Wurzburg since last month and I feel pretty excited about that. It is so great being on your own and learning to protect yourself from dangerous things or people. It is like a "sweet witch" giving you an "enigmatic key" ,which magically opens the "tall golden door", that shows you the road for a magic or a fantasy world. It is also like kissing a "tiny frog" that turns up to be a "lovely princess",that invites you to stay with her at the "Golden Palace". It is a really intense and deep feeling. It is freedom and ...

         She was so desperate. Her whole life was being destroyed.The man, that she though that he loved her unconditionally ,categorically and flatly,had betrayed her. He had slept with another woman.        Not knowing where to go,her steps guided her inside the  mysterious and enigmatic Gothic Church of the village. She walked calmly to the center of the Church.       After a lengthy hour a preacher comes near by her.   "Why do you seem so sad and desperate,my dear?Maybe do you want to talk to someone?"  he whispered to her. "My lover had betrayed me. And I feel very sorry about it, because we were like soul mates. I believed that he was part of my heart and I was part of his.But it seems that i was a fool.I was daydreaming. He never really loved me. Because if he had,he would be loyal to me." said Elisabeth with one breath. Tears run suddenly out of her beautiful eyes....

        She felt completely lost.She couldn't even hear clearly the rythme of her own heart.She was actually a mess.Her beautiful dark  gown was worn and her green eyes were full of unpleasant tears.Her heart was broken; for one more time.But that was the very last time.She has decided to break up with Phelipe;her angel and her demon.      As she went out of the house,at the grand terrace,he followed her back.      "I still love you!Really!I am one hundred percent sure that i love you.I can swear it  also,if you want it!Please ,do not leave." whispered Phelipe in a hurry.       "I know these ridiculous lies very well.This is not the first time for me to hear something like that!It is not the first time...Do you hear me?" shouted Elisabeth back at him.       "I reassure you that if you stay with me,if you give  me one last chance to try a...

You could easily find me, Where the brave letherback sea turtle Meets the innocent goldfish. You could see my bare soul Through the breakable Omni leaner Mirrors. You could fully understand The depth of my love for you, By simply opening  The missed and forgotten Love letters. You can feel my Fear, By walking all alone At the dark side of the harmonious Moon. You can touch my Heart, And my Body, And my endless Fear, And my pure Love, And my breathless Breath. But you cannot touch Me.      I was thinking a long time ago what I could write down to this blog-my blog- and i always thought of a poem. A poem is really something magical and unique and overwhelming.I strongly believed that a poem is like a painting or a sketch.The only important difference is that when you write a poem,you actually paint your soul.This poem that i produce right now is a little bit of a sad,or pessimistic poem.I am not really at s...

                                       " Lucky or talented? That is the question " It was long ago since I wrote something here , but I love writing and I will always-no matter what and under any kind of circumstances-return to it.It's like breathing for me.It's like painting a picture, not with colors,but with words.It's really fascinating.I believe that when you write down what your heart says you to write,you actually fly.You fly up high from the earth's ground and you reach the endless sky and the bright stars. I was thinking these days about luck and talent.Why some people,who do have real talent, sometimes they  do not reach their goals?This is kind of an unhappy event for me to see and i do not want to see it in everyday life.  I see people in my life who try the...

                                                                     "The lonely star" I am a lonely star, between million other stars, in the starry night. I have a glittering light, that I call faith, and i give it ,no matter what, to the sweet people that I love. I live in the open sky, with an open and  unafraid soul, so as to explore the gorgeous world, and see it from up high. I am a part of your dream, because I have died million years ago, but I continue to exist, in your heartful memory. I cannot pain, because pain is for the weak clouds. I cannot change, because i am an unchageable miracle. I am a star, ...

       Dreams....what a wonderful and powerful word. All of us we have a dream, or many dreams.We see ourselves in future and we hope that beautiful and wonderful things will happen to us. For example, we hope and dream, that we will be loved and give love bac or that we will be successful at our job.We also dream that we are going to change the world and make it better. But that is really hard, in my opinion ,cause you have to try a lot and have the right skills ,so as to do something like that. Althought, it worth it for sure.        Why do we need to keep dreaming? In my opinion, we must constantly dream, cause the person,who do not dream is already dead ,as they say. You lose your humanity , when you stop dreaming and that is really awful.When you stop dreaming you destroy yourselve with your own will.So we must dream....for ever.      There are two categories of dreams: dreams that we "dream", while we are sleeping and dre...

                  I always wonder--from when i was a little child , what life is . I asked several times my friends , my family and my teachers and each time i had taken a different answer . No one could ever tell me what is the meaning of this wonderful and dynamic word  . The true meaning of word "life" .And this is ,i suppose, because life means so many things to all of us. We have to see in the deapth of our souls, so as to find the meaning--so as to find the truth.            Life can be either  good or bad , either easy or hard , either dangerous or safe. Life has so many faces as the human beings, that live and breathe in this world---our world. We have to search systematicly, i believe, so as to experience all the stages and all the paths ,that a human life can give us as a gift.                                ...